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{♥}New Year!{♥},

Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 3:17 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL !!!

Hey ppl ....
Today's like the eve of new yr..
I'm like soo excited.
St Anthony is like havin a countdown,
and moi clique and i are like gathering,
and like chatting..
We girls will be in gowns and the guys will be in suits!!
Cool right??
We will be waltzing, salsaing and jiving..
This is like gonna be like soo cool..
We are like planning to stay as long as like say 5am
in the morning..
I'm wearing a black dress, actually all of us are..
Yesterday we were having our last dancing
practise before the actuall day....
AND!!
There were only like 3 pairs of us..
Me, Joel, Germaine, Novin, Jean, Julius and Deshallyn..
We were like soo retarded..
we enjoy dancing to Waltz and Jive the most..
We dun like Salsa tt much..
It's like....Say , boring, but nice to dance..
Dancing is like soo nice...
K, I really dunno wat to write bout..
Humps...Maybe i'll do Julius quiz...
Wait here :)
And Ppl wishing you a ..
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

♣ CHRISTMAS ♣,

Thursday, December 25, 2008 @ 6:11 PM

♥MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!♥

Hey!! It's Christmas..
The day our savior Jesus Christ came into earth..
Christmas is not all bout presents you noe??
It's bout love and sharing.
Love is to love our family fwendz, neighbours and Christ our lord.
We are to see christ through our parents , fwendz etc..
Sharing is to share wat you have in and wif you.
Sharing ur Knowledge, things, love ..
Christmas is not the celebration of Jesus born
as a baby, but Jesus being born in our hearts again, as a man..
Christmas also bring ppl together as a family,
tt's why we have gatherings..And i went for 1 todady :)
I went to my Aunt's place for lunch.
Before tt i went for morning Christmas eucharistic celebration.
I wore a purple dress, my mum wore a purple sari, my dad
wore a purple shirt wif a purple tie, my two sis wore pink dresses.
After mass we took taxi to Sembawang to moi aunties place.
We had lunch, chat and a few minutes later a few of my other realetives
came .. They took a few pictures, i din..I'm not a picture type
of person..
Bla Bla Bla...............................
Then we left home..
Now tired la!!!
So ya i've gotta go now..
Last but not least ,......

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL !!!

{♥} Battery off {♥},

@ 6:10 PM

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Today i did alot of work...
Seriously!!!
i wiped the hall fan and dining area fan.
I vacumed and moped the hall and dining area.
Wrapped presents..
Vacumed my room.
Rearranged furniture....
mmmmm....
Did the dishes , made lunch for sis..
Well tt's all i think..
Alexandria invited me for a study session
wif Jean , Novin and Julius..
I wanted to go but...
I had a lot of work to do at home,
so i couldn't ...
Well Christmas is juz around the corner,
Juz 1 more day!!!
Humps.....
There's still soo much to do..
Gtg...:)

{♥} Why?! {♥},

@ 6:09 PM

Why???!!!

Wait a sec! Let me write bout yesterdays Confession in church
before i go all gloomy and emo....

Yesterday.....
there was a reconciliation service in Church at 8pm.
I was in church like say 7, reason being, my parents are
warden's so they need to be there early for briefing
and stuff..
Ya so i hanged around the crying baby room for a while,
soon got board so though to walk around, so i went to the
coffee corner, there i saw Francesca, Marilyn and Satamp..
Talked to them for a while then passed them the
invitation for moi xmas gathering...
Tt's when Clarisson walked in, i din say HI , i din even act like
i CARED!!! How could i ?! WAIT A SEC !!!
I writing bout recon service not bout clarisson....Will come to tt
later..
mmmm......
Then i went to auditorium to assemble and reflect before going
for confession..
I was reflecting when i got a glimpse of Jean.
She came and sat beside me, we talked..
Then we decided to go for confession, but....
Too many ppl so we went to seat again, at the back this time.
We talked , till it was our turn.
Priscilla and Jeremiah were behind us in the
Q, we were chatting and Jean was laughing away
for a odd reason, seeing her laugh made us laugh too..
The nex thing i noe we are laughing for no reason..
K, we were done wif laughing.
we were directed by the wardens to the priest tt we
were suppose to go and confess.
I was thinking hard to confess all my sins...
Hope i did....
after confession i went to do my penance..
I prayed , askin forgiveness from Lord for my sins
and for making a mistake in my past relationship..
Well tt was all for confession...

NOW ....time for the "HOW?!" question..

I was giving invitations for Marilyn, Francesca and satamp right..
Clarisson("brother") walked in right??
I ignored him right??
Tt was totally abnormal and stupid of me right???
NOW comes the WOW.
i can't believe i ignored my "brother"
Why do i ever get the wrong feelings for my "brother"?!
Naturally seeing him cause my tears to run which is
hard to control.
Clarisson has a nice smile, caring heart..
Humps......
I've got to correct my mistakes and get back to reality..
Illusions are juz for emo days but not for everyday..
I've made mistakes bout me bout my friends bout Clarisson...
I've got to change...
NOW why i hate RELATIONSHIPS!!!!
Relationships dun mean a thing...
LOVE kills and soothes...
But it killed me ....
He stalked a knife through my heart now it's bleeding..
Will it ever stop???
Will my tears end??
Will my scar heal???
Will my broken heart ever get fixed????
Soo many questions still unanswered...
Now i juz pray for my answers...
I'm sorry.....