♥ Tears ♥,
Saturday, February 28, 2009 @ 2:58 PM
Yesterday i had NP training..
My sec 2 squad consists of 84 cadets and only 29 turned up!!!
Ya , tt's horrible..
So we did marching as usual, i din take my lunch...
was damn weak i'll tell ya, after 3 hour plus of drills,
We did pumping , { dun remember how many} did crutches,
say around 66 or 77 jumping jacks!!
Ran 1 round around school..
Tiring!!!
Today went to church in the morning did the en leaven bread for
youth Eucharist in the evening.
It was fun molding the flour:)
After tt i and Bernice went to cause way to find a present for our
friends birthday which is coming soon.
We went to more then words, stuff were too expensive so we
thought of buying it later..
Went back home , now here:)
Will be meeting Bernice again later around 4.30 at CWP.
We're gonna make something for Bruno. {Shhhh!!!}
It was my idea of making something for our caring and lovin Bro:)
Well later having Dinner wif , Jean, Alex, Bernice, Joel, Julius, Novin and Nicholas...
After dinner going to church for youth Eucharist!!
End of the day!!
My tears ill down wen i think bout wat euu have done to me..
Saying all those nice things n then leavin my heart open
like tt!! I hope eu won't do tt again...
But euu did.. eu said tt eu loved me, i trusted euu..
Now were here in the rain wif eu and i nothing to say.
Boy dun leave me like this... ILY I'll say!!
♥ Inside ♥,
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 6:20 PM
Art is a beautiful part of my life :)
I ♥ doing art as other things, although
my art is not perfecto perfect, i try my very
best do much more better in the nex round:)
This is one of my art work.
It's en tittled as tonal values:)
The top pic is a squid and the below one
is some kinda fish:)
Today was a nice day..
School was as normal, teaching studying & etc.
When got back home i checked my hp to check
for msg's. Received one frm Bruno and Fiq.
Bruno was askin bout helping out to do the enleaven bread for the youth Eucharist in the evenin amd come in the mornin to help wif it. I said tt i would hand in a helpin hand, Fiq explained why he was
like ignoring me...
Well ppl got their reasons...
And i juz said tt i forgave him and told him tt i understand,,.
wat am i to do??
Well life is normal..
Humps.... A normal teenage life could be full wif
hurdles and hurts..
Every where i turn his face seems to cling on to my mind,
no matter how hard i try to let go and forget him it clings on like
a leach sucking out my life...
His velvet voice keeps echoing in my head, i feel tt he's still there
here near wif me ... Why did u walk out of my life and now
decide to come back again??
Euu said tt eu regretted wat u had done to me..
Wat am i to say, my dear boy?...
My love for euu is true and i can't and won't forget euu.
Inside
Bottled up inside
are the words that i never said
the feelings that i hide
the lines you never read
You can see it in my eyes
read it on my face
trapped inside are lies
of the past i can't replace
With memories that linger
won't seem to go away
why can't i be happier?
today's a brand new day
Yesterdays are over
eventhough the hurts not
nothing lasts forever
i must cherish what i've got.
Don't take my love for granted,
for soon it will be gone
all you ever wanted
of the love you thought you had won.
The hurt i'm feeling now
won't dissapear overnight
but someway, somehow
everything will turn out all right.
♥Maralene
♥ Valentines Day ♥,
Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 4:08 PM
Yesterday was valentines day..
Well lets talk bout Friday's Np training ..
Tiring i'll tell euu!!
Arg!!
The whole training we did drills and marched wif our full
uniforms in the parade square..
I was exhausted.. Well since valentines day was on
Saturday we were wishing each other on Friday:)
Faidz was nice to say "Maralene ur lookin pretty today, Happy Valentines Day"
I wished him back :)
I gave lollipops to my loved ones. Friends la♥
I gave say Fazilla, Toffa, Kelvin, Rahim, Syafaie and
gave Alicia , Deshalynn, made a small gift for
Alexandria, Jean and Julius :)
Well soo many ppl wished me Happy Valentines day but....
the one tt is suppose to wish me did not!!
He ignored my smses for the whole day.
Felt sad and hurt.....
Today woke up late .
Quickly got ready to go cathecism..
Bad day for me today i'll tell.
I choose the wrong blouse, forgot my ipod, couldn't find
my black socks and ya i was late...
When reached class my fwendz & i hugged and wished each
other happy valentines day:)
After class Alex, Julius and i went to causeway for Breakfast
like last wk.. After breakfast Julius went home while Alex and i
went to the library to have a study session...
Well tt was for today:)
I would like to quote this from the American Bible:
A kind mouth multiplies friends,
and gracious lips prompt friendly greetings.
Let your acquaintances be many , but one in a thousand your
confidant.When you gain a friend , first test him, and be not too ready to trust him.
For one sort of friend is a friend when it suits him, but he will not be with you in time of distress.
SIRACH 6: 5-8
♥ Empty thoughts ♥,
Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 3:24 PM
So today might be an ordinary day for euu...
But it was extraordinary for me..
Woke up 7 in the morning for Religious class,
choose my outfit to wear and went to bath.
After getting ready i was wearing my
Shoes getting ready to meet Alex
at bus stop and then go meet
Julius and then go cat..
But....She smsed me saying that she over slept and
asked me to take my time to leave but
i had already left my house.
So i went to her bus stop to wait for her,
Met her took bus and went to Cause Way and met
Julius outside Burger King.
Then the three of us took 912 to go to Church,
Saw Frederick, Adrial, Rose, Sacha and Maria in the bus...:)
Class was fun..
We did the chicken dance. xD
It was soo funny!!!
Mostly Joel funny man!!
Ya, so after cat Julius, Alex and i went
to Cause way for Breakfast at causeway:) delicious
after breakfast we went to Xcraft to buy
my hand phone neck strap:)(:
After that wat??
Go home la!!!
Came home unpacked my bag, sat down to study,
but couldn't, something was bothering me dunno wat ,
Can't find out what it is...Sad though...
NVM tt..
I'll be fine , scared!!
This year is streaming, planning to get in to 3E1,
It's really hard, my ambition needs A math and pure science.
And my math is like perfectly "good"... I've gotta
pull up my socks in order to do well and
go to 3E1!!
Gotta work hard..
Well tt's all for today☺
♥Euu or Mee?!♥,
Tuesday, February 3, 2009 @ 8:03 PM
Hey ppl, sry for not updating for like centuries...
My Internet was blocked by fire wall,
so ya , i had no excess to the computer for
a long time..
And ya Alicia, Julius, Alex i really miss u
guys!!
But.....Cat class is on this Sunday!
GROUP HUG!!
It's a muzzz!
K, so alot have been going on for the past few weeks.
Went to Singapore River, Kranji War Memorial, Old fire station
and Fort Canning park on Sunday wif 7 of my friends
for my np total defence silver badge..
Went wif Syafaie,Afiq,Rahim,Zambri,Hafiz etc..
Sry forgot their names :)
We were meeting at causeway point boots & shoes.
Syafaie was LATE!!
Guess hu i saw when we were waiting for
Syafaie?! I saw Bruno!!
Went over to him and talked, blaa blaa
He's studying for a pilot!
Tt is like sooo damn cool!
Ya it was really fun..{the trip}
We went in rounds at fort canning, took
turns to lead the way..
Ya, i was the only girl!!
So ya, the guys were really nice and took "care"
of me☺
I was picked by Rahim!!
But not angry wif him cause i understand he's immature
{no offence Rahim , juz kidding}
He's a nice guy la☺
We went for lunch at Central {burger king}.
The old fire station was beautiful..
The admission was free, we saw the aspects of civil defence..
The fire truck was "hot" if u really knew wat i mean ;)
After all the adventures, we decided to head to
the National Library at bugis..
Found more evidences for the total defence..
So ya now i've got the infoprmation and pictures,
i just need to put them together☺
Well tt's all for Sunday..♥♥
The rest of the school days were normal as usual...
Signing off now♥