don't stop, make it pop

Wats the point of cryin??♥,

Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 5:51 PM

I'm still broke tt he left me...
Why should he say tt he loved me at the first place??
Why should he play hard juz to win my " I LOVE YOU"?
Why should he leave me like this??
Soo many questions like this still unanswered..
Wat will i ever do?
Every word tt i hear tt remind me of him hurts..
Bcoz of him i can't listen to the music tt i loved.
Becoz of him i start to fear love, fear tt it will hurt!!
I can't be fearless, for i really loved him,
It's long since he left but still...
My heart aches..
Every time i see him walk past me, I'm still
hoping tt he would come back but juz to see all
me thoughts fade away it juz hurts...
Won't he ever know tt i truely loved him...

To who am i to turn, to who am i to cry to?
I cry wif no space to dry..
Who will lend me a shoulder & care to listen??
Even i was to tell they would juz say forget bout him..
Whom shall i rely on to tell my hurts??

Love juz hurts and i dun wanna try it again soon...
I'll wait till i find my remedy...
Tears juz flood my eyes and make me blind..
But which dear person would help me climb, frm this hole i'm in??

Labels: ♥ love hurts

Livin to love? or Lovin to live?,

Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 1:51 PM

....Saturday.
Everything was soo abnormal.
My relationship ended , wif a stab in my heart.

Wait a minute!! Why am i going soooo dramatic??
Well basically, me and moi boy brokeup..
Yes, it sucks...
I feel sooo STUPID trusting his words..
and soo broke, ...
All his LOve, sweet heart, got no where but
to the end of the wrong winding road..
Does it not suck to see the one whom
eu love leave eu and juz walk away?

Stop!!! Wat are eu saying??
Question existing, am i livin to love or lovin to live??
BIG question right?
I've learnt my mistake and i won't do
it again , i may tear a thousand times becoz
of him, but i'll smile a million times to noe tt i've
learnt my mistake..

For i'll say "Fwendz to Cherish & Love to Banish"
Such a easy word to say " I LOVE EU"
but a difficult thing to promise wif.
His words still echo though..But i hold on a
tight grip & tell myself not to let go.

But my hands are tired and i'm slipping...
I've lost hope in relationships..Dun bother bout them now.
Juz fwendz will do, Brothers are cool,
LOve juz drulez.....

I would now never confuse frineds with tt love.
Becoz friends aren't meant to be lovers. If they were they'd
be frovers. Lo-ends. Don't ya think?

I've made a mistake and i won't make it again....
My life WON'T suck without eu !!!

{ Quiz },

Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 1:41 PM

Tag by Bernice:
1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
*Cheeks
2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
*Tired like crazy
3. Who was the last person you took photo with?**
*Me :D
4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
*Not to sure bout tt;)
5.Would you ever donate blood?
*Maybe a few yr's down the road.
6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the oppsite sex?
*Like ya!!
7.Do want someone dead?
*Nope
8.What does your last text message say?
*Confidential
9.What are you thinking of right now?
*Him..,Dance, Hw, Projects!! STRESS!!
10.Do you wish someone was with you right now?.
*Yes.
11.What time did you go to sleep last night?
*2.00am
12.Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
*Dun remember
13.Is someone one your mind right now?
*Yes
14.Who was the last person to text you?
*Rahim :D
10 PEOPLE TO TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ:
1.Germaine
2.Aaron
3.Marilyn
4.Julius
5. Syafaie
6. Jasmine
7.Fazilla
8. Debbie
9. Veronica
10. Dorothy

15. Who is 2 having relationship with ?
*Dunno
16. Is 3 a male or a female?
*Female
17. If 7 & 10 get together will that be a good thing?
*Ewww!! They are both gurls
18. What is number 1 stuyding about?
*Sec 2 la!
19. Is Number 4 single?
*Not so sure
20. Say something about Number 5?
*Nice and carin fwend.
21. What do you think about Number 3 & 6 being together?
*Both are gurls
.22. Describe Number 9.
*Fashion Diva.
23. What will you do if Number 6 & 7 fight?
*Good fwendz dun fight!!
24. Do you like Number 8?
* Love all my fwendz:D

Red Roses,

Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 4:01 PM

Well today sch was quite not tt ordinary...
Erm, except for teachers scolding students, class mates teasing
each other and boys playing soccer...Everything else was
extra-ordinary i'll say;)

Well actually not everything was extraordinary..
I won't tell wat went well in sch today for me..
It's a secret, Shhh....
Hey those hu noe wats big, dun say a word..
Well had guitar lesson today,
during music..
Learnt simple beats like E.A.D.G.B.E
which also means for 6.5.4.3.2.1

Guitars are easy to learn it's juz tt eu need
to remember the fingering and chords:)
I eagerly wait for every music lesson on thursdays..
Always leaving satisfied for learning something..
My music practical test is on the 2nd term if i'm not wrong..
Need to revise:)

I've soo many things on during the one week holiday..
I've got IPW math and science to do.
Revision for mid yr exams.
Practise for Dance showcase..SOO tireing!!
Well i've to go to church in the evening for dance,,
GTG, tt's all for today:)

typin,

Sunday, March 8, 2009 @ 5:56 PM

Sry peeps for not posting like for centuries..
Yesterday was beautiful:)

Butt.....Today was wonderfull..
Went to church , religious class. went for mass,
went to library, went for lunch.
Now at home doin moi geog IPW!!

So tiring...Muz print soooo much,
muz type soooo much..
Well gtg:)