HAPPY B'DY DESHALYNN!!
Exams are over:)
Good thing is i dun need to strees soo much...
Bad thing is tt i've got nothing much to do.
Went to church yesterday for my mum's wardens Easter celebration, she asked me to stay late as she had to clear the area since she so called organised it...
No offence but it was boring......
I was tired as i had to wake up early the next morning as i had religious class.
So i asked her if i could leave early, so i left around 10 alone, in heels!! Ouch, my foot hurt soo badly yesterday.. I would never wear it out unless it's needed.
Went for cat class today, after tt went for Eucharist....Then followed alex go CWP..
Then came back home, mum made spaghetti. mmmm....It was DEE-licious! A while later i felt soo weak, dunno why. i went to my parents room, and layed down on their bed listing to music and i juz Dozzed off....
I guess i was tired, wakin up wif a slight temp, i had to go for the prophet talk which was 4-5 but i was already late for i woke up 3.20 ++....
Well tt's how my day was mostly spent, but i was also spendin my days tearing inside.
I keep thinkin of wat he said..
Dunno why?!! It seems soo stupid to still like him wen he already said tt he wasn't interested in a relationship.
Every guy hu asks me is nice and kind but never better then him. He cares for me, he's kind and gracious, he cares for me soo much juz a fwend...And i'm juz askin for too much. It's hard to forget someone like him when eu've known tt person alot...Now i'm struggling to forget him, i haven't seen him for months and i noe tt the days would juz grow longer and tt it would not be in days time if i were to meet him. I assured him tt i dun have my hopes up high , it's true tt i dun, but... I juz can't stand the fact tt i'm pushing away every chance of seeing him....
All i can do now is to wait patiently....